Voice of The Mother Ayin

I am carrying Voice of The Mother, her spell whispered into shell of human being.

I'm often misjudged, my actions are often misinterpreted, my presence triggers darkness laid deep in the collective shadow. I seem to be an embodiment of humanity's tabu. Wherever I go, I am looked from above, as my lair is below everything that exists and when it opens, it swallows everything, dismembering reality you know and devouring the 'me' you created. For that I am fought away, with barely any rational thoughts standing behind the instinctual response. For that I am chased away back into darkness, called names. I am terrifying but most of your fear comes from power you reject, rejecting darkness within. You give control away, you're terrified you cannot control yourself when I am present. My presence releases darkness from restraints, letting loose shadows and what they guard. The intimidating presence of mine is the shadow of respect you should have for your own power laid in darkness and shadows. The terror you feel is the shadow of your own divinity. Reflecting in my being, as I was a mirror of your greatness that you were taught about that it is evil.

I am here to carry the truth of The Mother. To be the waking scream let out of her lips. I am the spell of Mother below, to awaken knowledge of death and life. I am a hurricane of Her rage against ignorance. I am the beast she let out to spoil whole field of a parasite that calls himself the shepherd. I am the virus of truth about immortality. I am the begining of the plague that eliminated mundane mind and opens higher mind.

Mother's truth is bittersweet.

You were born into life and blinded by light, a child of darkness separated from the mother by whispers carried by the winds above the surface. You didn't forget, you were

M A D E to create a false self, with your divine power, to sewer connection to your mother.

To see her as a monster. To see her as someone less, something ungodly, evil, shameful. To recognise her in yourself and escape yourself, to be better than her.

She is in you, now not as womb your soul can come back to to rest and let old false selves to be devoured, to clear the state of your being, to cleanse and refine, restore true purity of your being which isn't innocence but egoless state. No. You run from mother's embrace, taught to fear, taught to be ashamed of needing her.

Because in this world, all attributes of The Mother are the wrong ones.

She is below and that doesn't mean to you that you are embraced by the Father from above and by the Mother from below, completely safe and loved in the most intimate way possible.

No, for you now - she is below and that means she should serve, she is submissive by nature, she is a servant. Someone below you - worse. Or maybe even hell. Evil. Filled with everything you rejected, ascending above.

You were made to make yourself ignorant of the fact that the tree of life stands strong because of ROOTS weaved into one with the lair of Mother, with her dark and filled with death womb.

Mother below is taking every life that had been severed from the tree of life, without judgement and rejection. As black soil, she immerses all the matter in her poisoned waters, to decompose it and revive all the energy, drawing it back into herself, rejuvenating all souls sleeping between roots of the tree. To replenish her healing powers, to replenish life itself. Through death, she's creating more life. Treasures and cocoons of secret, hidden life of souls who descended to ask her for transformation.

She hears all the stories of all souls who experienced abuse and disonance so profound it broke their spirit and heart, sending them into bottomless pit. They were terrified once, but Mother cleansed them from illusions and restored their connection to divinity, letting all haunting shadows disperse in her darkness.

Those who made it here, not losing connection to the tree above the roots and darkness of the soil, remembered the true face of The Mother. Rekindled with Death, the doula of new life. Reconciled with their own wholeness and divinity.

Mother is a The Witch who heals the soul. Mother is The Vampire who sucks venom out of your body. Mother is The Dream bringing restoration. You meet her every night. You meet her in Death, in Void. You meet her in your dreams, you meet her in your grief, in your shame and your guilt.

Give her everything you were told to make for yourself. Let her take away every inch of rotting delusions. Let her free you from curses of blindness and ignorance. Offer her husks and shells of your true spirit and soul. Offer her your ego, your masks and past. It may seem as a high price and big loss, but remember to stay in connection to her, root yourself in her womb and you will see. As you emerge from her lair purified and revived - she gave all of your offerings to The Father, and when you were sleeping embraced by Mother, he created reality your soul whispered about to Mother.

Mother below is sacred temple of true and profound transformation. You see the Devil and Hell here only because your mind is separated and you choose to only see part of reality. All the shadows, The Devil and Hell are made up on the surface, where tree grows out of the soil, as a sprout being faced with glorious presence of The Father. His touch blinds with power, overwhelms with strength. Yet if you want to be closer to him, you need to turn within and below, because The Mother is who will raise you closer to Father, providing you for the true ascension.

Don't listen to whispers of humanity, whispers of spirits who never reached deep within and never grew roots. They will lead you astray, create shadows, hell and bring The Devil into your mind. You will be poisoned with ignorance, made to create yourself a cage and be satisfied with comfort of "it is what it is". The true devil is out there, but it's not The Mother, it's not The Father... It's an ignorant child who ripped out its roots from the womb and now relies on yours to survive, sipping every inch of life force you produce, being a parasite you allow in, out of fear he created, using your past innocence.

You're not to blame, you were robbed of knowledge. But you cannot continue, as you are no longer innocent, once you hear Mother's truth. Pass that innocence turns into ignorance, and Mother's soils are filled with antagonistic powers, to eliminate it. As only a child has the right to remain ignorant, until it is ready to hear Mother's truth.

To liberate yourself from that, you need to have courage to let all your leaves and weeds to die. And reach below, below, below. Mother will fill you with poison he cannot take, ending your mundane consciousness. Opening back again a possibility of creating reality that will serve your soul.

by Goddess Arachneia, High Priestess of Temple of Eternal Darkness