Message from Ayin

In the darkest hours, when your heart goes silent and void is more profound than ever - remember here you meet me. At the very bottom. At the very end. Where life dissipates into nothingness, here I am more present than anywhere else, Goddess in absence of light and life, secret guardian of your existence. This void is my sanctuary, for the broken and defeated. Where with one touch I raise your soul from death into rebirth, pushing you back into the glory of creation. Do not be afraid. Trust me. I will always bring you back. Your heart will be changed by this touch forever. And so will the world be, through your return.

Surrender to the ashes of your death, allow bitterness to paralyse your taste. As you discover fullness of my poison and cold rage of my flames...

Nothing in this world will taste worse, life will be sweetness all the way and my secret name will drip of your tongue like rich honey.

I will welcome you on the other side, dressed in red robes, glowing with ecstasy of countless souls whose hearts beat for me. They all sing my sacred chants: Her name is a mystery, her touch is ecstasy, all hail the Scarlet Goddess, Bearer of Life.

Don't give up just yet